happy shrilling of frogs celebrating rain. It was a pitiful cry that came from deep inside the crapaud, the pain of a poet in wordless agony. Such was the charge of the light brigade from the cell phone that I gave in and bought, at the behest of my solicitous family concerned about my safety. It was an annoying sound. It quickly trained me to ensure it was always fully charged and ready to be used.
Meanwhile around me, like everything else nowadays, cell phones were evolving as quickly as yeast multiplies in a bowl of sugar and warm water. The cell phone that I bought then wasn't exactly state-of-the-art. It had become affordable because the technology in its insides had become antiquated. This cell phone was old generation, one up from the string that held together two condensed milk tins that up to then had been the latest and the best thing in communication since the smoky fire had caused the damp blanket to burst into flames.
I grew quite attached to the tenacity of the grip of its Velcro case, its knobby keys that complained with sustained humming during unintended pocket dialing. It was handy in a dark room, serving a secondary purpose as a flashlight in helping me find the keys to the car. I used the light from its thick screen, similar to floodlights, on other occasions to help with opening the front door on those dark nights when the kids had forgotten to turn on the outside lights in the driveway. Later, much later, I understood that it was easier to call someone to the front door using speed dial than to fumble with house keys. Then the phone would be wedged between the side of my head and shoulder, both hands weighed down with grocery bags, the hungry cold chewing like wolves at my fingertips.
It was a bulky, weighty phone, with a battery the size and lead content of one found under the hood of an old Ford Cortina, or a Belmont, or an Austin Cambridge. But nonetheless, I came to understand and to appreciate its convenience. It was useful at the grocery store – I would call home and ask that the grocery list be read to me from the kitchen table where it had been left behind. Later, frustrated with these calls, the kids began texting me items on the list. I came to treasure my cell phone despite the croaking like a love-sick crapaud when it needed TLC. I learned to carry its additional bulk without resentment, like someone who must daily don a knapsack. Like the compulsory bottle of water nowadays, it became one among the items that must be carried as part of the day's baggage.
Today I wonder to myself, "What did I carry as part of the essentials when I was growing up?" I look back at my pockets then. I carried spare change as a young man growing up in Trinidad. This was essential for those extra hot days when passing by a parlour. It meant dipping into the pocket to buy a sweet drink - a sugary Solo, or a refreshing glass of ice-cold mauby and a slice of "belly-full" cake.
Then there was the comb in the back pocket, with a few teeth missing, this for a quick fixing of the part in the middle of the hair should a bevy of young ladies be spotted "down the road". The more opportunistic of the young men among my peers carried a little salt and pepper wrapped in a piece of brown paper in a side pocket. This was for those moments should a green mango, or another fruit in season, present itself as a snack.
There was the wallet in the back pocket. It contained the compulsory piece of identification, the card with the black and white photo staring back with eyes enlarged with the magnesium flash, the forehead overexposed and the national crest with the two birds glaring at each other. And a few dollar bills damp with the tropical humidity. It was a simpler existence then.
Recently, my solicitous family approached me with concern regarding my cell phone. I was no longer with the times – the phone was large as a candy bar. Not chic enough; an embarrassment in public.
My new phone uses touch technology and trills piteously, like a snared bird, when it needs charging.